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So about a year ago I started a list of 100 things I must do before I die. You know the list all people either make in their head or the real crazy people actually sit down and type out. Well I'm alone a lot and have way to much free time so I write about nothing and everything all the time, so of course I wrote out my list. Sadly a year ago I only made it to 36. I feel like that is kind of a let down in its self, so in turn, I made the first thing I do in life is come up with 100 things I must do before I die. The second "must do" on my list is 25 things I "must do" before Im 25. Today is the eve of my 24th Birthday, so I have exactly one year to complete or make a large headway on all 25 "must do's." Now the only problem is picking which "must do's" I want to start on, and finding the time and money to complete them. 

Here is my list so far...

1. Finish my 100 "must do's" list

2. Start and or finish 25 of them before my 25th birthday.

3. Write a book of life stories from people around the world with photos.

4. Finish school and have top scores while in it.

5. See Italy with someone I love.

6. Learn to play guitar and piano for the second time in my life. But really learn how to play well.

7. Join a band.

8. Play music in front of thousands of people and overcome my stage fright.

9. Tour with a band. 

10. Fall in love. Like the real love that lasts a life time. Love the man with everything I have, and receive the equal and same love and respect in return. 

11. Save a life, anyway I can.

12. Travel the world either on tour, or just for fun.

13. Have one or two beautiful children.

14. Meet Dallas Green and thank him for saving my life through his music.

15. Continue to cover my body in tattoos. Get my old tattoos fixed and touched up.

16. Make a book filled with pictures of beautiful tattoos.

17. Learn to speak spanish

18. Learn to trust someone.

19. Thank my parents for everything they have done for me, and be able to take care of them when the day comes that they need it.

20. Have an amazing career in music.

21. Make more friends, and learn to open up and network with people better.

22. Go to a bar and drink by myself.

23. Tell my sister and parents I love them everyday!

24. Pay off my debt.

25. Learn to not look for completion in love from someone else, but in what I do with my life and free time. 

26. Learn to always use my time wisely.

27. Stop sitting in my apt. bored and alone. Force myself to always be out doing something.

28. Start my own website. A site that I can upload my pictures, review music, get feed back and expand my life.

29. Be single for one whole year of my life.

30. Buy my own apt. before I turn 30.

31. Make enough money that I can always take care of myself and family if need be.

32. Get married under the statue in Brazil.

33. Take a cruz.

34. Go to every state in the USA at least once, including Alaska and Hawaii.

35. Sleep under the stars on a beach with someone I love.

36. Learn to stand up for myself with boys and be willing to loose them. 

37. Learn to be calm and less needy.

38. Learn to relax and not over think everything.

39. Live everyday, DAY BY DAY, and not stress about things I can't change.

40. Teach people around the world, do what I can to make it a better place.

41. Drive across country with my sister in the summer.

42. Write a book of old letters to lovers and let the world read it. Not because I want people to feel bad for me, so that other people can see that we all go through the same pain, and in the end things will turn out fine.

43. Get my pilots license.

44. Travel to places in the world by myself. 

45. Get over the bad things that have happened to me in the past and learn to always be moving forward.

46. Try really hard not to mess things up with the new person in my life. Make him understand that I care, and want to make him happy, but sometimes I can be overwhelming. I really don't mean to be though, I just get scared.

47. Try to see the good in people, and let go of my hate from humanity. 

48. Play with London everyday and make sure he has a wonderful cat life.

49. Buy an old red convertible a drive down the PCH to mexico.

50. Surf, skate, snowboard around the world.

51. Be honest with everyone in my life, and never become two faced. 

52. Do something nice for someone else everyday. 

53. Take more photographs and keep a hard copy in a book.

54. Write about something important everyday and also keep a hard copy in a book.

55. Write more music. 

56. .... finish this list 

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